Where am I suppose to be...

I am over here in a country and land that is unfamiliar and unknown. I am feeling numb. My passion is dry, my fire is barely flickering and I am so confused. I have just heard my sweet dog, Tahoe, is acting out and not doing well at home. I want to run home and be with her, be in my comfort zone, be somewhere I have a normal life, have a job, have a social life, have friends and family close by, be able to exercise, walk outside, go running, drive a car, speak the same language, have a soft bed and comfy sheets...ugh. I am struggling and do not know which way is up or down. What is God’s purpose for me being here? What does the future hold? Where am I suppose to be and what am I suppose to be doing? I feel like I have lost all passion. That living day by day is almost like living in survival mode. Am I going to be able to survive? What is the right step? Which direction do I head? Where am I suppose to be?

Prayer Request:

Please pray that God turns Tahoe's uneasiness into complete peace and she becomes adjusted and settled for the next few months until I return. Pray for Marie and Mike Moore as they try to figure out the next steps to help Tahoe and that God will provide the perfect place for her to feel at ease. Please pray that God gives me clarity, direction and wisdom as to where He wants me and that He provides the strength and peace to continue on the path He has planned.

"Don't be afraid, just believe."

~ Mark 5:36