"Jesus Calling"

"Hold my hand and walk joyously with Me through this day. Together we will savor the pleasures and endure the difficulties it brings. Be on the lookout for everything I have prepared for you; stunning scenery, bracing winds of adventure, cozy nooks for resting when you are weary, and much more. I am your Guide, as well as your constant Companion. I know every step of the journey ahead of you, all the way to heaven.

You don't have to choose between staying close to Me and staying on course. Since I am the Way, staying close to Me is staying on course. As you focus your thoughts on Me, I will guide you carefully along today's journey, Don't worry about what is around the next bend. Just concentrate on enjoying My Presence and staying in step with Me."

~"Jesus Calling" Devotional given to me by a dear friend (writer unknown)

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Women of Faith...

Last Saturday, I had a special opportunity to visit an ALARM micro-finance project in Ngomongo. This is one of the many slums in Nairobi and it is so very hard to put into words the immense and desperate poverty of the area. The wonderful women touched by this project, who call themselves “Women of Faith”, greeted us at the car when we arrived. Each lady paired themselves with one of the visitors as a form of protection as we walked hand in hand through the slum. So, with Lucy’s hand in mine, I experienced this new level of poverty I have never witnessed before.


While walking through the alleys, it was difficult to comprehend how the residents are living with the absolute bare minimum: sewage in the alleys and the smell infiltrating the air, standing water where insects bred and diseases spread, no clean water, very little food and tiny, dilapidated homes. The conditions cannot be described in words. While visiting, we were invited into a home where a mother and 8 children live, cook, eat, sleep, etc. all in a space as big (or as small depending on how you view it) as the size of some of the walk-in closets in the US. They move their one table out of the way at night and lay a mattress on the floor for sleeping. Even though it seemed like very little to us as we took in the surroundings, the better than average condition of her home was revealed on her face. She stood with strength and confidence and a sense of gratitude for what she had acquired. The loan, her new business and the bond her and the other women have created has shined a light into her life. She shared with us that not only is she able to better provide for her family, but she is now able to send her children to school. She was excited to have us visit and the women as a whole were overjoyed and welcomed us to their community.


After visiting one of the woman’s tailoring shop, which is a small wood structure with a metal roof and 2 sowing tables, we walked to their church where we heard several of the women’s testimonies. Hearing firsthand how this small loan has had such a tremendous impact on their lives was uplifting, eye-opening and truly humbling. The group started with 15 women and has increased to 35 women over the past few years. They meet once a week for bible study and fellowship, along with a business meeting to hold one another accountable. They have united as a family and long to see one another succeed, in turn, supporting and encouraging one another through their personal hardships and struggles. They lean on each other and have found a sense of self-worth they did not have prior to starting their business. One lady shared that this was the first time she had ever voted (she is now 46 years old). She had always felt worthless and insignificant, never bothering to get an identification card, but now she is empowered and knows that she is an individual of much importance. She has realized that she does have a voice and deserves the same rights as other individuals. This increased sense of self-worth has been felt among all of the women and has given them the confidence, desire and drive to make a better life for themselves and their families.


I have seen firsthand, how this particular micro-finance project has truly changed the lives and mentality of these special women. During our time in their church, the women did not once complain about their situation nor say anything negative about their living conditions. They were incredibly humble and thankful for the opportunity that they have been provided. Toward the end of the gathering, they did voice their one desire...and that was their need for Bibles. This absolutely took my breath away! I was amazed by their heartfelt desire to learn more of the Lord’s word. Out of all things they need, what they are currently living without and the hardships they encounter on a daily basis, to hear their biggest desire is to have access to God’s word was just incredible. These women hunger to know more about God and have come to realize He does provide. Each time a woman spoke she praised God and gave thanks and praise to the One who is the maker of all! Women of Faith is a perfectly chosen name for these women who day by day are living and growing in their faith. No matter the hardships, they are persevering.



“Trust in him at all times, O people;

pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.”

~ Psalm 62:8



Thursday, August 5, 2010

Following His Lead...

The experiences have been numerous and greater than I ever could have fathomed. Even though I am still trying to figure out my place here in Africa, I am at peace with where I am. There is no doubt in my mind that this move was the right step to take. When the times are trying and the uncertainty is so great, there is only one thing to fall back on and that is my faith and belief that I am right where I am suppose to be. Some moments have been tough, but God has a way of stepping in at the right time to provide the comfort and reassurance that He is in control.


My “spur of the moment” adventure to Masai Mara this past weekend really reiterated God’s greatness and the incredible magnitude of His creation. It is difficult to put into words the different landscapes, terrain, wildlife, climates and picturesque settings that combined together create the Mara Valley. I was in complete awe of each view and the enormity of the detail which is truly indescribable. This special place, in the midst of the heart of Kenya, is a vast sanctuary of God’s breathtaking creation. To feel so small in the center of this massive, perfectly orchestrated, serene setting was truly humbling. His greatness is positively overwhelming!


I never imagined I would have an experience like this past weekend. Taking a safari has never been a big desire of mine, especially after being in Africa and experiencing so many other aspects of the continent. Learning the different cultures, being hands-on with the people and various tribes, sharing the word of the gospel just seemed more on the forefront of what was in my mind. After having a difficult day last week, trying to acclimate and adjust to everything in my life being so vastly different, I was presented with an opportunity to visit Masai Mara. Little did I know that this was exactly what I needed to ground me, once again, in God’s greatness. I realized it is not about us and what we do here on Earth, it is about us allowing God to work in and through us for His glory. Sometimes that means being very patient and still, other times that means stepping forward and stepping out sometimes into an unknown space. The most important thing is that we actually surrender ourselves to the will of God and allow Him to take the reins. Then, all we have to do is follow His lead.



“O Lord, you are our Father.

We are the clay, you are the potter;

we are all the work of your hand.”

~ Isaiah 64:8